This blog supposed to showcase my talent in writing fiction stories. But as you can see, I didn’t kept it that way. I let my feelings out sometimes. Just like this post…
I’m feeling blue because of the sudden changes happened to me. To sum it up — I’m unemployed… Again!
But this time, it wasn’t my decision. The company has certain problems and since I’m not a regular employee, they let me go. I didn’t know if that is good on my part. But I know I have to move on and have a fresh start.
But that’s the problem, I didn’t know where to start. I’ve applied and been interviewed by different companies for the past few weeks, but none of those companies seems to excite me. Or even if there was, I’m feeling scared for the reason I don’t know.
I started to have doubts on my capabilities. Maybe I’m not good enough, that’s the reason why they let me go. I know I shouldn’t think that way since the GM assured me that it wasn’t about my performance, that I met their expectations and they wanted me to grow with them. BUT… And the rest of it is history.
What am I going to do now? I’m turning 29 this year and still, I haven’t achieved anything yet. Pathetic right?!
Inner peace, where are you?